Surgery...

Well, my little boy goes into surgery at 7:30 tomorrow morning. I can't sleep and find myself packing way too much for his hospital stay. So far, he has 2 books for me to read to him, a turtle nightlight that shines stars and the moon on the ceiling, some toys, 2 outfits, 2 pairs of jammies, his blanket, monkey, etc... All of this for just 24 hours:) I just want to make sure he has anything he wants to make him comfortable. This is one of the hardest things I think I've ever had to do. Please say a prayer that Dr. Bauer has steady hands tomorrow and that Evan comes out of his surgery with no problems. Also, please pray that Pat and I will find the strength to get through this! I want to be strong for Evan and not cry in front of him. I don't want him to get scared because mommy is so upset, but I'm not sure if I'll be able to hold it together when I have to let him go. I'm sure somewhere deep down inside of me I'll find the strength and be able to do it. That's what mommy's and daddy's do:) Well, I'm going to try to go to bed. Either Pat or I will try to update the blog with Evan's progress. Thanks everyone for all your love and support through this.